Facts about Deer
Because this is still a poem with an animal in it
and I am still trying—I might say “it offers you
its meaty heart, with no lasting conditions.”
If you’ve seen a struck deer thrash its life out
on the shoulder, a burner that clicks
without flaming, you know how they seize to death.
on the shoulder, a burner that clicks
without flaming, you know how they seize to death.
Who cares what I think, but I wished just then
to have a knife. I wished I knew a little about guns
and to own one or to know something sorcerous.
to have a knife. I wished I knew a little about guns
and to own one or to know something sorcerous.
Because nothing but blood tastes like blood, I’ve cut
myself for its coppery flavor. Only God knows
I’m good. My mother says I’ve no scruples, the way
myself for its coppery flavor. Only God knows
I’m good. My mother says I’ve no scruples, the way
I make no claims to being a permanent person,
how my move from husband to ex-husband came on
a wave of expediency and self-promotion. If you’ve gone
how my move from husband to ex-husband came on
a wave of expediency and self-promotion. If you’ve gone
to the store and left behind a life—the kind that comes
with seating, spare change jars, someone’s green thumb
—then you know how I angered at the woman
with seating, spare change jars, someone’s green thumb
—then you know how I angered at the woman
shrieking behind the wheel of her cracked Escape,
phone to face, doe spasming on the shoulder.
Someone should knuckle up and kill this deer. A roadway
phone to face, doe spasming on the shoulder.
Someone should knuckle up and kill this deer. A roadway
in America and there’s no policeman on hand to squash
a neck? It’s early evening & the sky’s poetically
blameless gray fills your throat with the thick despair
a neck? It’s early evening & the sky’s poetically
blameless gray fills your throat with the thick despair
so familiar to the heavily indebted. Mountaineers know
you can’t save anyone on good will, that high altitude
is minus morality. So, Confessionalism. Or,
you can’t save anyone on good will, that high altitude
is minus morality. So, Confessionalism. Or,
Two Truths and a Lie: I married a man I met
on an airplane. I killed that deer. I have no patience
for even the most cherubic of children.
on an airplane. I killed that deer. I have no patience
for even the most cherubic of children.
