by Loisa Fenichell
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In the Beginning
there was planet
and so much
light. I wanted
to go home. Because I
remembered home.
Because I
remembered home.
Because I
remembered home smoke
above its roof like large
sails, I wanted
above its roof like large
sails, I wanted
to sing endearment. I wanted
to want. Of course
I wanted
to want. Of course
I wanted
desire to be with me
now. I remember
in a bed, I did not
now. I remember
in a bed, I did not
want him. I did not
desire him
in a bed
desire him
in a bed
hushed by fog. I remember
a field too
long
a field too
long
as the stem of a pear
chosen in Upstate New York.
chosen in Upstate New York.
I knew him
dear as I knew
the cat
dear as I knew
the cat
who slept on my windowsill
like a clay figurine. I wanted
to go home—
like a clay figurine. I wanted
to go home—
where I am—where I am—
from—where I am—
sleeping the night like a highway.
from—where I am—
sleeping the night like a highway.