by Emma Aylor
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Museum
I do not know if the goose is dead
or if he’s caught where struggle
comes quiet. On second thought, how
comes quiet. On second thought, how
could he not be dead, his eyelid peace at being held
by a boy at the leg and neck.
The wings curve
so both daily and angelic: they are beautiful
like undyed muslin—one can sense
texture of thick weave, vane and barb
like undyed muslin—one can sense
texture of thick weave, vane and barb
of feathers, can get the touch—
this grace is specific to a beauty without contrast.
It does not strike. Its patience proves
we are not, enough, patient; we take to sight and air
we are not, enough, patient; we take to sight and air
too often over earth.
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The women in the second room are all gesture
—can you feel your own hand here as
not before it splits to hold jaw
and chin at once, it stars at the hip, gathers
fabric translucent at the breast,
fabric translucent at the breast,
and all these gold rings, stone-set or flat,
sudden glint on your hands
make marks in flesh below with long wear,
on the pinky tapping metal at the paper
impressing what the body means to say.
impressing what the body means to say.
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Sight lines cross the room, considering,
mineral. Cool armfuls gather up behind faces:
mineral. Cool armfuls gather up behind faces:
materials for when we’re kept inside,
though we didn’t know that then
(this was months ago, I was alone,
the season was winter, the air was wet)
(this was months ago, I was alone,
the season was winter, the air was wet)
and now might think it more transgressive,
more pleasurable, more public, more private,
more pleasurable, more public, more private,
more like the one wing fallen over the boy’s grip
as the other drops, the bird’s chest
still warm—a violence shown so tender we crave it—
still warm—a violence shown so tender we crave it—
to be silent and drift among silent people.