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Musings

Heaven preserve me from the Epidemic of a Proud Ignorance!

Muybridge’s Horse in Motion

The horse is in the air, her legs withdrawn, a diamond shape.

My Brief Careers

I believe you get to see a sunset once. Death, well, I’ve lost count.

My Civil War

Grant had a lot of buttons on that coat—when he wore it.

My Fourth Fall

What were the unsafe things to say even in a thirty-year marriage?

My Grandmother

Someday you’ll understand, darling. Everyone will just—vanish!

My Mother

My Third Time

My hands only knew. The painkillers in our mothers’ cabinets.

Mystery, Play and Other Poems

On a scale of 1 to 10, the pain dissolves like a Eucharist wafer.

Narrative at The Lab

Navigating by Stars

The phone rang at an awkward hour, too late at night to be good news.

Nemecia

My mother was dead. Almost a month she was dead, killed by me.

Neutral Tones

A grin of bitterness swept thereby like an ominous bird a-wing.

New Year

The grass is defiant, wild, and reluctant to take any shape.

Night Garden

I want these things to have another life, like the old garden behind our house.

Night Glow

Dad was blind until six months ago, when he bumped his head in the fire.

Nightshade

Isn’t Nightshade sad, people said; isn’t he pathetic; isn’t he hideous.

No One Knows the Way to Heaven

Here’s the world, sweetheart. One word as small & large as a father.

No Pain So Great as Memory

I’ll leave a trail of crumbs as I descend into god knows where.

None of Us Were Dying Then

That summer we moved to the house you would die in years later.

North to Natoma and Other Poems

It’s been months, and the fields are good for nothing but night talks.

Not All of Us Get to Be Ghosts

Standing there in our small shadows, we discuss the ways of the dead.

Not an Elegy

For today, fuck it, it’s snowing, stay in. Eat your Wheaties dry.

Notes Nearing Ninety

At nineteen you were six-foot-two. At ninety-one you will be two-foot-six.

Nothing (Elegy for My Father)

Nothing stills, nothing stops. The world is still as it was before.

Nothing about This Is Epic

It’s cruel to watch my edges crystallize and reflect light.

Nothing More

This is all there is. Nothing else. No heaven and no hell, okay?

November

Miriam slept at the ranch often, although little sleep happened there.

Obit

The Village wasn’t really a village. No walnut trees. Just cut flowers.

Ode to Left-Handedness and Other Poems

Fearing for them, I clustered them together, then cut them off.