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It began right here.

I let him record me doing it all. I wanted to watch me be a monster.

i’m sorry, i’m sorry

home is his hands, our bowls, so many gay fridge magnets.

John Redding Goes to Sea

Thus John Redding grew to manhood, playing, studying and dreaming.

Just Going Out

I put my hand on my stomach and had an image of the melting snowman.

Kiss

They give me a pitying look, as if I am alone, and they are invincible.

Little Fuckers

“Leaving for war, Hayes wept. He didn’t just cry; he wept...”

Lost and Found

They felt smarter and sexier, especially when together.

Miracle of Lights / Ode to My Imperfect Love

It was as the angel speaking of Isaac, a deception, a test to survive.

Nana

We didn’t think of ourselves as anything so grand as sex workers.

No One Knows the Way to Heaven

Here’s the world, sweetheart. One word as small & large as a father.

Ode to Repetition

She’s not the same, her body more naked in its aging, its disorder.

OTP

Is there some one way a guy should be on his wedding day, dickwad?

Our Weapons

The rifle slams into my shoulder. Smoke pummels the air.

Reading from Intercourse

Here I am, king of the gods, making a fool of myself just to get under your gown.

Redemption Song, Part Two

I floated in the tub, my head bobbing, until I felt slick as a seal.

Revisiting

I was bold, even reckless, in what I wrote, and in how I wrote it.

Self-Portrait With & Without

You have to be three times better than the white kids, at everything.

Seroconversion

there was a boy made of bad teeth & a boy made of stale bread

Sin

Poor boy, he only wanted to love some man—who knows who?

Sledding

The thing was, I didn’t care what I ate in front of a woman. Every day, I told her things I would have been too embarrassed to tell anyone else.

Superwhite and Other Poems

There was a fish. And then there was the consciousness of robots.

Switch

Ghost still pace Georgia, hungry for babies, for husbands.

Talinda

“Aren’t you full of surprises,” Talinda would have said. If she had known.

The Archive Is All in Present Tense and Other Poems

I could page the women’s voices in their velvet bags bound with string.

The Ex-Con and the Samaritan

How did I ever survive? Maybe I didn’t. Maybe I died back there.

The Night Before

I hadn’t even tried. I was one of the few kids D.A.R.E. had worked on.

The Palace of Illusions

I managed to talk sensible Alice into a little pink outfit and high heels.

The Rock

She had a situation where she’d lost her driver’s license for speeding.

The Spectators

Never issue a dare to a dead person. They’ve got all the time in the world.

The Stroke

He glowered even as a little child. Maybe because he has your bad eyes.