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My Brief Careers

I believe you get to see a sunset once. Death, well, I’ve lost count.

My Daughter and God

My wife had time to form a thought: I have killed my daughter.

My Father at Twenty-Three, on the Highway Side of an Overpass Fence

In all the faded retellings of that night, there’s a lot he left out.

My Father Was a Writer

Cruelty is cruelty and you don’t ask why, you just hit first and hit hard.

My First Book: “Treasure Island”

The future of the book began to appear among imaginary woods.

My First Boy

He would sneak into my room, we would have sex, he would sneak out.

My First Story

They’re still there since they never grew old. The story is never finished.

My Mother’s Marathons

It is not surprising that her solo marathon did not turn out as planned.

My Only Life

My shadow is cast by the paleness of a certain star.

My Rickshaw

My Third Time

My hands only knew. The painkillers in our mothers’ cabinets.

Naked in the River

Susan Ann so wants to be that girl—daring, free, divinely sensual.

Naming

I sensed that a name defined who I was and would be in the future.

Nana

We didn’t think of ourselves as anything so grand as sex workers.

Narrative 10

A friend of my father’s once told me, “You’ll never be a writer.”

Narrative 10

My grandmother read one of my early stories and warned—don’t force your muse.

Narrative 10

Love is the difference between a full life and an empty one.

Narrative 10

I don’t own a smartphone and never will. I’ve never sent a text.

Narrative 10

Narrative 10

Art doesn’t conform to a capitalist’s ratio of productivity to time.

Narrative 10

I like to think of love as something that one should keep feeding, like a fire.

Narrative 10

In real life, my favorite character, so to speak, is Ruth Bader Ginsburg.

Narrows

The dope worked, though he felt ashamed using it, smoked in secret.

Nativity from a Bus Window

Toe over toe we went, arms held out like tightrope walkers.

Navigating by Stars

The phone rang at an awkward hour, too late at night to be good news.

Nefertiti

The notes must be crying inside me falling from their proper octaves.

Neighborly Favors

I promised to return, but secretly I dreamed of staying in America.

Nemecia

My mother was dead. Almost a month she was dead, killed by me.

Neonates

She knew Jim would be a terrible husband. They’d murder each other.

Never Say No

If he was going to pick me up, the least he could do was look at me.