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Nevada City, California, Aubade

I am desperate to love myself, to tolerate myself, vanity is fine.

New Year’s Day

I walk across the fields with only a few young cows for company.

New Year’s Day, 2023

Some goals: stop buying jeans. Stop being angry at mom/dad/sister.

New Year’s Weekend on the Hand Surgery Ward, Old Pilgrims’ Hospital, Naples, Italy

Ten years ago, when I was in college, my father divorced my mother and said he wanted me to become responsible for her. That is why I fled to Italy.

Night Dreams

I hang there, upside down, watching Bronwyn, her face beatific.

Night Watch, 500 BCE

He had seduced them with his sincerity for truth-seeking.

Nightjar

We wondered at their habits and gave them little poems for names.

Nightshade

Isn’t Nightshade sad, people said; isn’t he pathetic; isn’t he hideous.

No Apples, No Clover, No Hay, No Grass, No Carrots, No Maize, No Alfalfa, No Linseed, No Deep Bag of Oats

Just sugar cubes and a crop for you. Salt licks to smart the tongue.

Nonconcordant

I hear pleasure ringing, and I wonder what led us to this moment.

North to Natoma and Other Poems

It’s been months, and the fields are good for nothing but night talks.

Not for the Sabbath

When an old man marries a young piece of flesh, she is the ruler.

Notes from My Apprenticeship

Here is the fat guy whose Chihuahua gnawed through his stomach.

Obit

The Village wasn’t really a village. No walnut trees. Just cut flowers.

Occasions of Sin

Goretti was a victim perfect for her time, an icon of Catholic sexual politics.

Occidental Hotel

She’d ransacked his heart the moment she unlocked the door.

Ode to Left-Handedness and Other Poems

Fearing for them, I clustered them together, then cut them off.

Ode to Repetition

She’s not the same, her body more naked in its aging, its disorder.

Ode to Sex

my grandparents lay in a room listening to their legs rub together

Ode to the Boot Scraper on the Stoop and Other Poems

Mostly, though, you could turn them in your hand, hold them to your nose.

Ode to What I Do Not Know

Two animals, doe-eyed, slick across the road into the femur of the night.

Ode: Feeling Up My Friend’s Sister at the Moment Their Drunken Father Begins the Dog Slaughter

She takes her shirt at the waist and pulls it up slowly: her hips, belly, bra.

oh

Doctor Dressler left her a note: Suicide. Back by 7:00. Love, Max.

Oh You Little Faith

What if it does choose, the egg, I mean, her favorite spermatozoon.

Old Friends

Dance with you? I said after a moment. That’s your dare?

Old Stories and Other Paintings

Eros, myth, life, and literature in brilliant paintings by Lincoln Perry.

on a list of games that buddha would not play, number 12 is

so easily impressed when wet / so easy / to see through when turned / off

On Seeing Damien Hirst’s “Kingdom of the Father”

Small valleys and veins give way to a lifted ridge like a rib or an arm bone.

On the Aggrieved and Other Poems

A man drunk on the damage he made to a boy’s young mouth.

On the Horizon

& I said let there be dark pouring from your mouth at daybreak